26 To 30 Years Of Age So I left off with me getting out of prison and finally getting back home. It didn’t take me long to get back into things back home. I got settled in at my new place and was doing good till I met a man. I thought he was it.Journey On
Adulting….
Well It starts again like every other month. All my bills that I have to pay (mandatory have to) are all due the first week of the month or at lease 9 days later. So from rent, CPS, water, phone, car loan just those turn out to be $2,500.00. It gets to be overwhelming atJourney On
When we were kids.
Just think about it for a minute, your past when you were a kid. Did you have the time of your life or were you an unhappy kid. When I think back of my childhood I would always say and still will always say it was incredible. We grew up with no money and noJourney On
In my Head.
I have been in my head lately and it’s not doing me any good. It is a dangerous place in there. I start to thing the worst of everything and it gets my soul all messed up. I’m not sure if the thinking like I do will ever go away but I need to learnJourney On
Can't Sleep.
Well I’m laying in bed looking at my laptop thinking why am I writing this on my phone lol. Hell yeah because I can’t get into my account on my laptop for some reason. That’s not even the reason I can not sleep though. I have been feeling under the weather for a couple ofJourney On
Changes
Well last night was going to be a story about changes but I passed out with my computer in my lap. Well the one most important changes in my life at this moment is I threw my brother out of my house and took back my room. It all started when he brought that girlJourney On
What you really think of yourself.
You know a long time ago the thoughts of myself saddened me. I wasn’t good enough, I wouldn’t amount to anything, I was ugly on the inside as I was on the out. I was worthless, stupid, unlovable, and so on and so on…… Today I AM GOOD ENOUGH. I am not ugly on theJourney On
Christmas…
“There is nothing I want momma, I have everything I need.” Those are the hardest words to stomach when it is your 12 year old boy says them to you because he knows we have no money. This Christmas has been a very hard one on us due to me still not having a jobJourney On
Chaos within my soul
My soul says it will be ok, and my heart says I’m done I can’t hurt any longer. I wish I could understand it all. I may never get to but I want the chance to try. My thoughts and feelings are all tangled in a web I did not weave. I still look forJourney On
Lifes Lessons
Really I’m not sure where to start it all. its two stories that merge into one big fuck you. First story my boy and his #1 come over to hang out and he has to go do some runs so she stays here with me. Which is all good she’s cool as hell. We getJourney On