In my Head.
I have been in my head lately and it’s not doing me any good. It is a dangerous place in there. I start to thing the worst of everything and […]
Can’t Sleep.
Well I’m laying in bed looking at my laptop thinking why am I writing this on my phone lol. Hell yeah because I can’t get into my account on my laptop for some reason. That’s not even the reason I can not sleep though. I have been feeling under the […]
Changes
Well last night was going to be a story about changes but I passed out with my computer in my lap. Well the one most important changes in my life […]
What you really think of yourself.
You know a long time ago the thoughts of myself saddened me. I wasn’t good enough, I wouldn’t amount to anything, I was ugly on the inside as I was on the out. I was worthless, stupid, unlovable, and so on and so on…… Today I AM GOOD ENOUGH. I […]
Christmas…
“There is nothing I want momma, I have everything I need.” Those are the hardest words to stomach when it is your 12 year old boy says them to you […]
Chaos within my soul
My soul says it will be ok, and my heart says I’m done I can’t hurt any longer. I wish I could understand it all. I may never get to […]
Lifes Lessons
Really I’m not sure where to start it all. its two stories that merge into one big fuck you. First story my boy and his #1 come over to hang out and he has to go do some runs so she stays here with me. Which is all good she’s […]
Magic Wands
Back at the Beach There is always this memory I have when we lived down at the beach. It is one of my fondest memories. It was when I was about 3 or 4 years of age. I can remember my dad used to take a walk with me every […]
Lost and Alone
As I sit here in my living room, no lights on and pure silence I am at peace. There was a huge weight taken from my shoulders today. To give a bit of a back story. I had started this site and my other site because I saw how I […]
Fur Baby Blues
To My Fur Baby Sugar Pie So today has been an off day today. I woke this morning looking for my Sugar Pie. I shot up looking around for her […]
