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The In-Between Years! Part 2

10 to 16 Years or Age

It all started it crumble when I was forced to move away from my safe haven, the Corpus Christi Beach. I was 10 years old at the time and my mom and dad just recently divorced so was pretty shaken from that still. My mom got a new job and wanted us girls to be closer to our dad. It was hard I was daddies little girl but I was losing a part of me leaving my home. The only place till this day felt like home to me. We moved during the summer of 1990 and got settled in just in time to start a new school year at this place I didn’t want to be at. No friends nothing at all familiar. So I became the quiet kid at school and became a hermit. As time went by I grew to open up and make friends. Actually I became somewhat ok with the situation. But still in the back of my mind was me trying to figure out how to get back to the beach. 2 years into living here we moved again just to the other side of town but lost all my friends again and I was miserable once more. Time went by a grew up didn’t really care at that point anymore so I became a follower and just wanted people to like the new kid again. But becoming a teenager with all new surroundings I fell into the wrong crowd. Started smoking weed and smoking cigarettes. Drinking liquor and beer not caring one bit. As time went on I was kicked out of school for hitting a teacher and breaking her nose because she told me I was worthless and I would never amount to anything in life. I was not worth teaching she said. Reason be I was reading my book upside down and backwards because of my Dyslexia and that was the only way I knew how to read. Out come of all that she got fires and I got kicked out of all Northside ISD. I was out of school for about a year until went back to this other school BSA. Now that place was bad. Smoked weed with teachers and principles and sold dope to the kids. I had given up on trying to learn anything. After the incident at the other school I let what she said to me go to heart and let it define who I would become in life. So I am stopping for now The next chapter coming soon. The 17 to 20 Year of Age next. Thank you all for taking the time and read my life. Be back tomorrow. As I say I’m only destined to be the woman I am meant to be. Till next time. sleep well. BeachBum SoulSurfer.

Author:

Born and raised at the Coast Moved to the big city in my youth. Never feeling like I was home, wanting my quiet beach again. I have a past like many. I have come to share it with all to help the some know they are not the only one and its ok. To also better understand myself and what is in my heart and soul. The paths I need to take to rid me of my anger and sadness.

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